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My emotions are a rolling tide



I'm just along for the ride



An emotional time bomb implanted deep inside



With an unholy communion death now becomes my bride



I crave release through my death



I can not wait to exhale my last breath



My emotions are taking all control



On my soul this pain taking it's toll



All of this is weighing down my soul



I am moving further and further away from my original goal



At this life I will fail and remain stuck



Leave my soul ready to pluck



This is all just my kinda luck



Doomed to be drug down in the muck



I am coming apart at the seems about to bust



My soul is tainted it is beginning to rust



Now my death is a must



Let me rot away and return to dust



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SishFish
12:38 Oct 04 2011

This sounds like it could be a Linkin Park song :-)



XOXO

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As black as the darkest night



With flaps of of angelic wings I take flight



Through the darkness I am the only light



Even with eyes closed nothing can escape my sight



With a flare from my soul everything becomes bright



Stuck in my mind nothing is going to be right



This battle is becoming a never ending fight



The tension from my world is becoming too tight



My emotions are consuming me I am becoming irate



I can not shake this uncomfortable feeling of hate



All of this is putting me in a fragile state



It seems that to destroy everything has become my fate



They've lured me in using power as their bait



Now I can no longer escape for me it is too late



In my soul hatred and pain have made their incision



These tortured souls wont leave my vision



Inside hate and love has come to a collision



Now witch way to go is up to me it is my decision







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Everything is fading nothing feels real



Growing numb losing my ability to feel



I am an open wound unable to heal



A wild animal caged behind bars of steel



Somewhere down this road I have taken a wrong turn



Now everything I touch will burn



My lesson took too long to learn



Now my soul's freedom I might never earn



The darkness has taken hold of my heart



This mortal body is being torn apart



My thoughts have tainted my works art



It's almost like I was doomed from the very start



Guided down the wrong path without knowing



I blindly fallowed unaware of where this was going



It kept it's malicious intent from ever showing



Now this dark energy in my soul is overflowing



I cant turn back now it is too late



This demon has left me in a shattered fragile state



It's left me full of rage and hate



Left me to decide the rest of mankind's fate



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Everything is fading nothing feels real



Growing numb losing my ability to feel



I am an open wound unable to heal



A wild animal caged behind bars of steel



Somewhere down this road I have taken a wrong turn



Now everything I touch will burn



My lesson took too long to learn



Now my soul's freedom I might never earn



The darkness has taken hold of my heart



This mortal body is being torn apart



My thoughts have tainted my works art



It's almost like I was doomed from the very start



Guided down the wrong path without knowing



I blindly fallowed unaware of where this was going



It kept it's malicious intent from ever showing



Now this dark energy in my soul is overflowing



I cant turn back now it is too late



This demon has left me in a shattered fragile state



It's left me full of rage and hate



Left me to decide the rest of mankind's fate



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In the darkness lies my heart



For we can never be apart



It's where I was destined to be from the start



It's endlessness is a beautiful work of art



This is where I will for ever remain



It is what keeps me sane



Through the darkness my demons are all slain



It is slowly taking over my brain



For in darkness I must become my own spark



With it's help on life's journey I will willingly embark



So I will continue my life in the dark



And in this world I will leave my mark



Through this darkness there is nothing that I can not see



With it's help there is nothing I can not be



The darkness has become a part of me



For the darkness has set me free



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For the answers that you seek,



You must look deep,



Deep into my eyes.



You need not here me speak,



Just into my eyes you must peek,



Then you will see where my heart truly lies.



Through the deepest dark,



You will see a spark,



Drawn to the flame is my heart.



Wildly the flame will burn,



Something deep with in my soul will start to turn,



Then my body shall be torn apart.



The luminous energies will sing,



My body's death is what this path will bring,



Yet I would have it no other way.



Yes my flesh will be burnt and torn,



But from the ashes I shall be reborn,



Then through my new eyes I shall see the true light of day.







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